you know as you grow older, you are expected to know alot of things ..
this is cause when I was little, i used to see how mummy do errands for the family, like paying bills, banking stuff and all.. and I still remember thinking "oh no, how will I know what to do when I grow big? "

now as I am already considered big, I still don't know a lot of things. Part of me wonder how come I don't know, and what is wrong with me? Am I that lack of knowledge ? there's this inside me that say, alie, it's time to know. no time to don't know.

but well, i do learn how to help mum to pay the bills. and often do silly mistakes.

still not smart enough.

ngeh.