I know that I keep disappointing you and I can't keep up to your expectations. It is not easy and I felt that it is so unfair to you.
I keep flashing back the times, the moments of happiness where we keep laughing, and just enjoy each other's presence. it might not be the same today and I don't know what is for us in the future.
but well, I know one thing, is that I never regret before.

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