Little Wonders

Dear Alison,

I know what you've been thinking these few days. You're wondering where your future will be and you are worried that things might not be like what you think it is. But don't worry, because God has planned it all for you. Surrender your worries and anxieties to him. He can take it. Since He has taken it all on the cross. But Alison, you have to trust in Him. Do not doubt Him. Just follow, yea?

There is time for everything. There is time to smile and laugh and just hanging around. But my dear, Time is precious. Don't waste your time doing nothing ,okay? Life is too short not to do anything. You need to spend more time with your families and not in front of your computer. One day you will regret not spending enough time with them. One day you will wish that you've laugh with them more, listening to them and just, being in their presence.

My dear, you are feeling very dry these days. You know why. You have to put back your focus, and put your heart back. You wanna hear Him but you can't. You feel very lonely and you feel as if He wasn't there anymore. Go back,my dear. Go back to Him. He is always there waiting for you.

So this is all that I wanna say to you right now. Be optimistic. Tomorrow will be better. The dark clouds will pass away soon and then rays of hope will pierce through the clouds. Then your path will be clearer. Don't lose hope, ok?

" Trust in the Lord with all you heart and lean not on your own understandings. In all your ways, acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight. "

Love,
Me

Do you have a diary?

I do.
I realized that this year, my diary is full of ups and downs. Crazy. but every time I read back, I will laugh at all those silly things I am feeling at that time.

Sometimes I don't understand why I wrote them. Sometimes I learned that I am a human too. I am not a happy robot all the time. When you actually search deep down inside you, you will find who you truly are. You will be able to define yourself, yes, in words. I am able to look at my self and know my strengths and weaknesses, my emotions and feelings.

This brown book is where I find God is speaking to me through circumstances that happened around me. I find that indeed God is in control of everything and He never leaves me. Its where I find my strength in times when I am down. He is my Daddy, after all.

<3

I think writing is the best way to pour out. Not for you but maybe for me. Yup, since sometimes certain things are yet best kept in the dark. Only God knows.



PS : Don't peep
Ps : this is just so random.
PS : my writing sucks.Need to improve man..

I didn't expect it will be answered this quick.

I can't describe my feelings right now.

Many thoughts in my mind these few days.
I just can't comprehend it like I usually do.
It's just very tiring thinking about it.
Sometimes, I would find my mind wandering off into the skies,
with so many questions in my mind.
How to answer every single one of those?
I realized that time will only reveal them.
I will have to trust in God,
For He knows the best answer to everything.

Feelings are indescribable.

hahha...this is quite funny.

On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten."
So God agreed.

On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks and make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?"
And God agreed.

On the third day God created the cow. "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years."
The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty."
And God agreed again.

On the fourth day God created man. God said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. I'll give you twenty years."
Man said, "What? Only twenty years? Tell you what, I'll take my twenty, and the forty the cow gave back, and the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back, that makes eighty, okay?"

Okay," said God, "You've got a deal."

So that is why the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play, and enjoy ourselves; the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family; the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren; and the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.

Life has now been explained to you.

- unknown.